I realized: I don't trust my body anymore. It is a traitor. It deceives me into thinking I want things that my real self doesn't want, and it encourages me to obsess over memories I don't need to be pondering. I am tired of being on my guard. When will I be able to trust myself?
Maybe never.
But I have Someone better to trust. It's going to be okay.
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In other news, the past three days have been absolutely beautiful, in terms of both weather and experiences and mood. I'm sure my blog posts make me seem moodier than I actually am. =P
1 comment:
heh, i think my blog posts tend to make me sound that way too. totally understand.
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